Finding Hope #3
"It's all about finding the calm in the chaos." -Donna Karan I'm not gonna lie. It's been difficult to get here. The last couple days have been...turbulent. I was seriously on cloud nine the last post and I felt great and optimistic. Now, I still don't doubt that things are going to be okay, it's just the exhaustion of doing all the things wears on you. I am enjoying it, but I'm tired and it's hard to keep giving when your bucket is empty. Since I've been teaching school to the kids I rarely get time to myself. I haven't really got any consistent studying in the scriptures and my prayers have been spotty at best. I can tell a difference. I'm more snappy. I'm easier to get upset and I just feel...not right. I'm not sure what the word is to describe it. I told a friend that I need to spend more time strengthening myself through prayer and scriptures because I'm not a good teacher and I'm not a good