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Day 15 of 100 Days of Grief

"We never lose our loved ones.  They accompany us; they don't disappear from our lives.  We are merely in different rooms." -Paulo Coelho I have to be honest.  There are some days I just don't want to write in this blog.  I don't want or have the energy to do it.  Tonight is one of those nights.  It's been a rough day.  I was an emotional basket case swinging from one emotion to the next.  It's been exhausting.  Tonight I think I'm going to go straight to the prompt. The prompt talks about what they did to dispose of the your baby.  That sounds so terrible to me.  But I'm supposed to make peace with it.  I've struggled with this one a bit.  It's not something I want to make my brain go to.  My baby was scooped out of my body and treated as medical waste.  Which means it was collected and the sent to a place where it was incinerated.  But really there weren't really any good choices for me.  It was either that or I hav