100 Days of Grief

"Sometimes a breakdown can be the beginning of a kind of breakthrough, a way of living in advance through a trauma that prepares you for a future of radical transformation."  -Cherrie Moraga I really apologize for last night's post.  It was poorly written but I was so exhausted that I couldn't even form thoughts.  Hopefully today's is better since I'm doing it in the middle of the day but I can't make any promises.  I have a small little girl that is having a bit of a tantrum about not being able to write the letter "u".   I'm finding that I'm having a hard time writing these posts lately because I'm having a hard time remembering what it felt like and that it was even real.  Now, it feels like just normal everyday life.  It worries me a bit that I can't remember.  I've gone back and read through some of my posts but I feel like I'm almost disconnected from them now.  Maybe that means I've gone through