Day 47 of 100 Day of Grief and Hope
"Ceremony helps you know what to do when you don't know what to do." -Unknown The last couple days I haven't wanted to blog. I've kind of been struggling this last week. I feel like I've gone back to the person I was before Hope. I feel more lazy, more grumpy about doing my to-do list, more prone to anger. It's been frustrating. I keep trying to fight against it but it's kind of exhausting. I'm struggling with my scripture study, I'm struggling with my prayers. I find myself wanting to just shut myself in a book or something to avoid everything. Did I mention I'm super grumpy too? I'm trying to get out of it though. I still make the lists. I keep reading my scriptures. I try to pray. I've kept running but I'm hating it. It all feels like an up hill battle. I'm just hoping if I keep pushing through and doing the best I can eventually that motivation will come back. That gratitude will come back.