100 Days of Grief

"So it's true, when all is said and done, grief is the price we pay for love." - E. A. Bucchianeri I've been trying to make my way through my grief and I've posted a few posts on social media about parts of it.  I feel like I've only posted about the parts I feel "safe" to post.  The parts that don't make me feel like a terrible person.  But I'm realizing grief isn't pretty.  The "grieving" part isn't where you come out a better person a moment later having learned all the lessons.  The part I'm in is painful, it's ugly, and it's not something I 100% want to share.  It's hard to admit you're angry, you're mad, you don't like people and all the feelings you have that "good" people don't have.  Please be patient as I show my very human side and try to express my feelings about what I'm going through.   A friend recommended a book called, " Healing Your Grieving Hear