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Day 43 of 100 Days of Grief and Hope

" March on.  Do not tarry.  To go forward is to move forward perfection.  March on, and fear not the thorns, or the sharp stones on life's path. " -Kahlil Gibran I believe today's post is going to be short.  Today has been kind of a meh day.  I feel like I'm removed from myself today.  It's hard to describe the feeling.  While studying and getting things done today I feel like it wasn't really me doing the things.  Just kind of an out of body day.  It's been odd.   Today's chapter is about moving toward your grief and not away from it.  I've struggled with this a bit.  I always question if I've actually allowed myself to grieve or if I just avoid it.  It's hard because you don't want to feel the pain and when you do, your instinct is to move away from it.  Even if I know logically that I need to sit with it and feel it, I find myself stopping myself from crying because right at that point I can't cry.  I'm too b