100 Days of Grief

"No one ever told me that grief felt so much like fear." -C.S. Lewis My mind the last couple days has been thinking about my husband going through the temple and my family getting sealed.  I've been trying to make sure all the ducks are in a line and that I haven't forgotten anything.  The last time I went to the temple I sat and thought about how the next time I went through I would have my husband with me.  It brought me to tears.  Tears of so much joy.  My husband is so good.  I constantly wonder how I ended up with someone so perfectly good.   Having him with me in the temple makes me so happy and also getting to have my kids in the temple with me is so much more on top of that.  But I have to be honest and say that I'm getting more anxious about that day.  In a previous post I talked about how that day will be a mixture of sweet and bitter.  When I was sick something that gave me hope was to think about having another sweet baby girl with us as