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Day 14 of 100 Days of Grief

"We are all the pieces of what we remember." - Casandra Clare Today was a pretty good day.  I wasn't as emotional today.  At least not super weepy like I have been the last two days.  Yesterday Hannah was listening to the Frozen 2 soundtrack and the song, "The Next Right Thing" came on.  If you haven't heard it, it is about Anna mourning the loss of her sister Elsa and a lot of the words really resonate with how I'm feeling.  My eyes started to water as we were listening.  Hannah looked up with me and with wide eyes she ran towards the google and hurry and said, "google next!"  She came to me and told me that she wouldn't listen to that song anymore because it made me sad.  My sweet little Hannah is always so aware of how I'm feeling and she tries to protect me from things that make me sad.   Today was good though.  I'm still worried that I'm trying to do too much but I'm not sure how to just sit.  I had anoth